Sunday, June 30, 2013

The list

"One is never too old to make new dreams"

1. Go back to school (and not be a nerd this time)

2. Have my own school!

3. Own a convertible car 

4. Play chess (not just to win)

5. Travel (and never come back)

6. Retouch the hearts I broke

7. Taste the best wine (on a beach under the moonlight)

8. Le promenade on Champs Elysees (these boots are made for walking )

9. Learn to fly ( 9 a. Read Jonathan livingston seagull again)

10. Dance on a cruise ship

11. Learn how to play a guitar (and play my favorite song to myself)

12. Have just one best friend and just one true love 

13. Not lose my innocence to this world

14. Become famous

15. Learn to be shy 

16. Live on the penthouse of the tallest building in Bombay (hopefully sea facing)

17. Enjoy my own company

18. Have a HUGE library/study at home (where I wake up in the mornings to realise I fell asleep halfway through a book the previous night)

19. Invent one new thing in this world (besides learning how to fly)

20. Learn sign language 

Most important: Find my purpose in life and death



Monday, June 24, 2013

A game of Chess


Life is a game of Chess, make the right moves and you will win. I started playing Chess at the age of seven and I strongly feel, after years into the game, that the sport gave much more to me than I could
ever offer in return.  So this one is for you, my first love- Chess.
Divided into little black and white squares, I sometimes wonder if it were always that simple for me to decide, as to whether I should strengthen each of the 64 squares individually or look at the board as a broader, more cumulative grey as the game proceeded. After two degrees in Psychology, several researches, internships, more and more extra courses into the field and 24 years of learning and reflecting, I yet fail to answer this dilemma of the game and of my life.
My father, signifying the Rook in the game, always taught me to move straight ahead, launch at the correct opportunities and strike at the heart. My mother, representing the Bishop in the game had her own fore sighted, diagonal views and preaching to life. My brother, my favorite piece- the Knight, taught me to position myself the best, make short term goals and have that extra one-two-and-a-“half” jump to move ahead. All my friends, the pawns, have always protected and rebelled with me as the game progressed into triumphs.
And so I put it all together, and decided to be the Queen of the game. Still looking for the king, to nurture and live by my side till the end of the game, I have come a long way to realize that I DEMAND the sport to enjoy me more than I enjoy it, as much as I assert that my life enjoys me as much, or even more, than I enjoy my life.
My favorite Black opening – The Pelican, like the bird, explains me the best. I love to spread my flight feathers, just above the endless ocean, swim with my strong feet, firmly grounded on land at the same time and convert minor advantages and opportunities of life into thrilling victories.
Instead of carefully planning each move, I like to actively enter the battlefield without my shields, risk that sacrifice, exploit my potentials, challenge my limits and eventually conquer. I agree that the race is long, but having established a strong internal locus of control, yes, I do believe- Life is a game of Chess, make the right moves and you will win!